40 y/o looking for someone to share my life with.
this isnt your normal ad. i could tell you what im looking for, or my likes and dislikes, buts lets be honest. all we are really looking for is a soulmate. when in love, we dont care if our mate likes something you dont. i could tell you how much money i make, or what my sign is, but i dont think thats important. what i will do, is give you an insite into my mind, and my personality. maybe thats what i should have done all these past years i spent alone. Hopefully, someone will read this, and something, weather a thought, or a feeling, or emotion, might connect with them, and they send me an , but i donot expect anything.
iv been a hopeless romantic my entire life, very passionate. but since , it was nothing more then a fling, i guess, since we were just to far apart. i used to dream,since i was a kid, wonderfull vivid dreams, of unconditional love, so fullfilling, it was like a nice warm blanket you can wrap yourself up in on a cold night. comforting. last night i had one.
i met this beautiful girl, i dont know how, or why, i just did. i went to her house to fix something, (im a general contractor) and something happened. i fell in love with her. all i wanted was her, but was afraid to tell her. afraid from all the years or rejection, denial. but what surprised me was she fell in love with me too. maybe she already was before she had me come repair something, or maybe it was love at first site, idont know, and dont really care how it happened. all i know is here is a very beautiful woman in my eyes, and she is interested in me. i dont have any prefrences on looks, but she had blond hair, shoulder length, blue eyes, like none i had ever seen. i was sad, because at this point, i knew it was a dream, (a skill i learnded long ago), but this time i wanted to stay. she was wonderfull, so soft, the feeling when she layed next to me was so conforting, i didnt want to wake up. i wished i could have stayed in that dream forever. but i woke up. and now im sad. not because of her, or the dream, but because of the feeling of contentment, one i have never felt before. thats what i want in this life. i dont care if u have a few extra pounds, i dont care if u have a big nose, or whatever else you may think is wrong with you. all i want is to love you, and fell the utter contentment when i have you in my arms, and know that the only thing that can equal that is the same love u have for me. its not a really hard thing, really, but something that has eluded my entire life. And it makes me sad to think that i will be single the rest of my life, never knowing what thats like. if thats how its gonna be, then i dont want to go on any longer. whats the real point of life if not to love? without love, all there is is an emptyness, the emptyness i have lived with for 30 years.
If any of this strikes a nerve, or awakens something in you, send me a message. i refuse to believe that im the only one to feel this way. there must single older woman seeking group sex best dating site be someone out there i can lavish my love on, to be there when they are sad, to hold them when they are afraid, to love them even when they donot love themselves.
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